my goal, my ideal, my aspiration

when i was 8
i was asked about my ambition
n my answer for dat question is a DOCTOR...
( i dono y, but most probably is because dat is the only career dat i ever heard b4 dat time ) 


when i was 12
i was asked again for the same thing
n my answer dat time is a SCIENTIST
( hmmmm... i think it's because i like to messing things up n mixing things up n i really like Thomas Edison )


when i was 15
again the question had been asked
n i would like to say " i jz cant make up my mind "
n actually i was wishing dat i could don pick one
coz i know it will be stress n pressure


finally i reached 17
n now i was to choose wisely n think wisely
i know it's not the time to play anymore
i have to pick a road, a way, a journey
it's a hard decision...


too bad
i got too many interests
too many requests
examples


earn MORE, work LESS
rest MORE, do LESS
play MORE, sit LESS
out MORE, office LESS
freedom MORE, stress LESS


huhuuu...
sounds nice
& sounds IMPOSSIBLE
anyway
i still have to choose...


wif my previous result all along dis
i scored better in math n physics
compared to other subjects
i m not sure if there's any interest toward those subjects,
but they're my ability,
so i thinking of doin something related to dat...


on the other hand,
i like creating thingy
anything it is
as long as i like it
but i realize dat it will not be a smooth way for a designer
besides
it's not recommended by my parents,
somehow
i still wish to go on my artistic way...
* ( at least i think i m artistic myself )


as parents,
of coz they wish their children can be the best
examples
mostly parents would like their son/daughter to be
a doctor
a lawyer
or maybe an engineer....
1 word to describe - "Professional"


in this condition,
i came out wif a such good ambition, such perfect aspiration ...
i wish to be AN ARCHITECT !!


y architect?
" easy..... 
physics + math + art + professional = Architect "
wat a nice perfect combination / calculation / solution....


honestly
i m not sure if there's the correct way dat i had chosen
coz this job is obviously...
NOT work less
NOT do less
NOT sit less
NOT office less
NOT stress less **


no matter wat
i still have to carry on
i have to grow up n face the facts...
"nothing is perfect"
i have to understand dis phrase
so dat i can proceed to the next stage - the "mature" stage ...
well then
i have to ignore my 5 LESS principles
n grow up...


finally
SPM is over
a new life is coming ahead
a UNIVERSITY life...
glad dat i can skip form6
n architecture will be best mates since dat


very soon...
"my UNIVERSITY life"
had changed to
"my ARCHITECTURE life"
n from dat,
it changed to
"my ARCHI-TORTURE life"
[ quote from Wiiz Miin, 2010 ]

yes!!
it takes all my sweetdreams away everynite
coz i never get a soundly sleep...
it takes all my money away ( act is my parents' )
coz most of it i had spent it on site visit!!


however,
I DO NOT REGRET!!
I LOVE THIS COURSE SO MUCH!!


i never get a soundly sleep,
because i dream of the construction site which is not "soundly"...
i used up lots of money,
but i know i will get it back when i start work,
n it's worth to "buy" knowledges...


i know i will not regret
( i m not sure about the future,
coz no one knows wat will happen on the next day,
but i won regret at least for now )


"I LOVE MY COURSE
I LOVE MY ASSIGNMENTS
I LOVE MY COURSE MATES"
& dat is y i m here
studying Architectural Technology...


To be an Architect,
is my goal, my ideal, my aspiration...
Future architect rocksss !!!
XOXO