最近
功课很多。。。
烦恼更多。。。
hmmm。。。
该从哪说起呢？
erm。。。
先谢谢帮我set华文的慧敏吧！
其实我一向不爱打华文，
因为我华文不好，拼音更烂，
所以会打很慢。。。
事先说明，
若打错字，请多多包涵。。。
至于为什么我今天会用华文来写blog呢？
大家都一定很好奇。。。
是因为我不想某些人看我的blog。。。
而最好的是我不想他们看我的blog的人，
都不会华文的。。。
其一当然是我爸啦！
哈哈哈哈！！
人家说
“双鱼座是最浪漫，最感情丰富， 最注重爱情的。。。”
唉。。。
一旦堕入爱河的小双鱼我，要游回上岸简直就是难以登天！
最可怜的是每日还要XX双对，
最痛心的是有情人不能终成眷属，
最不甘心的是还没试过就放弃。。。
哪3 in 1呢？
这才是最痛心的。。
我哭了。。。T.T
可说是
第一次被伤，
第一次被甩，
第一次觉得不甘心。。。
不懂要讲自己笨还是傻
我竟然有过一个念头
就是为了他
放弃好多好多。。。
甚至家庭。
我知道我很不理智！
我的心很乱，
可是
我只知道
如果你说一声，
就算要我放弃一切，
我都不会介意。。。
我不介意被人的眼光，
更不介意家人的看法。。
可惜我就连这机会也没有。。:(
伤？
一定会伤。。
痛？
一定会痛。。
我并没有责怪他
我明白
我也尊重他的决定。。
我想通了
可是还是放不下。。
当朋友
是最好的选择
无忧虑地放弃，
也不必担心后果。。
我该谢谢你
帮我做了一最好的选择，
是最好的，
可是不是最想要的。。。
~ 当他和別人要好時，我会感到吃不知其味。
~ 当我看到他笑時，我的嘴角会揚起一絲得意的笑。
我相信
时间可冲淡一切，
可是我还在等。。。
虽然我不敢肯定我所做的一切都是值得的。。。
最后
猜猜我用了多久的时间来写这篇blog...？
哈哈哈！！
是2个小时。。（最少）
hmmm...
我的华文好像还不错吗，
(只是有些字不会写就放XX)
我忽然间觉得自己在SPM华文拿B不是am gong的！！
(虽然我试过在月考fail我的华文)
嘻嘻！！
"it's easy to fall in love to someone
but it's not easy to be together with him..."
finally i understand wat this REALLY means,
i don like THIS
but i think it's the BEST solution for everyone...
the story of mine,
it's like
1 boy & 1 gal finally met
but then
they jz realized that there is a glass between them
impacts occurs beneath the glass
lots to care about...
in a sentence :
"they can see each other
but cant touch each other..."
sounds SAD,
but i know it will over
i know that day will come
i will have ME back...
i din blame him,
i din mad on him,
i know it's not his fault...
i understand wat he is thinking about,
i understand wat he is worrying about,
i understand wat he is scaring about,
i agree n i will support his decision,
watever decision he made,
i m always with HIM...
i'm glad that v r still friends,
CLOSED friends,
BEST friends... :))
sometimes
i will think that i'm stupid
coz i'm crying for ntg
ntg will chg no matter how hard i'm feeling,
ntg will chg no matter how sad i'm crying...
but
i cant lie to my heart
i cant hold my tears
i jz wanna CRY...
why ??
why i wan to cry?
why i will cry?
no point for keep on crying,
it will jz hurt ur eyes...
since ur heart was broken,
y broke ur eyes as well..??
DAMN him!!
come as a storm
n disappear like a wind,
leave ntg but a MESS...
why u wan to do this to me..??
y u still care as u duwan to care?
y u will worry as u don like to worry?
y u stay as u sooooo wanted to leave?
can u lie to me dat u DON CARE about me?
can u act as u WONT BE WORRY about me?
can u GO AWAY if u duwan to stay?
can i choose NOT TO MEET u at the very 1st time?
i wish i would never know u...
i wish i would never meet u... T.T
伤？